Wednesday, August 18, 2010
@ 10:36:00 PM
Holidays are here ! But sad to say only for 2 weeks ):
But better than nothing right? (((:
Shall enjoy myself during this holiday! (:
Went cash studio after visiting ah gong with cousy today!
We tortured each other with our vocal today (inside joke) :x
Hahaha, but overall I enjoyed myself!
Oh ya thank God the Doctor say ah gong maybe can discharge on
21st this month!!!! (((:
After cash studio was supposed to zhen ling jie for the cheese cake thingy.
The whole committee was supposed to meet up but ended up there was
only cousy, zhenling jie, ah gu ge and me only!
But we had fun while discussing the details (:
Cant wait to go to Pastor Philip's church!!!!
VERY EXCITED ! Heeees !
Thursday, August 12, 2010
@ 10:06:00 PM
50th post!
心里有千万个不爽却不能说出口!!!!
不爽又能怎样呢?
还不是只能把它们往肚子里吞！
突然又想到你，好像好像你哦！
如果你还在，你一定会说干嘛要那么烦啊！
心里有点空，有点寂寞 ))):
有时真觉得受不了！
Sometimes I just wonder what am I here for?
I feel helpless at times, I know I have Jesus and all
but sometimes I just hope somebody will understand me!
Is it too much to ask for? I just wanna share my feelings
with someone! ))):
I'm just trying to change for the better but can't you all just
see it? With just simple encouragement is all I need to
go on, to hang on and not go back my old ways.
But all you all do is use words to push me back to
in between of square 2 and 1! Tell me seriously what do you want?
Showing all the attitude that as in I'm in the wrong when I totally did
nothing at all! You told me I didn't care about you in the past.
So here I'm trying to show more concern and all, but once and again
you just shove me back with your hush tone and the what-the-hell-you-want's
attitude !!!!! And say I'm going back my old ways when I'm seriously trying to change!
Cant you ******* see I'm really trying VERY HARD?????????
I thought about giving up, but I know it will be stupid cos I've came so far.
It will all go to waste if I were to give up now!
I really feel like crying now, or should I say the tears are already on the verge of
dropping but I'm holding them back.
I told myself not to cry anymore after I broke up with him again.
But instead of crying because of boys, I cry always for what you said and how you
treated me! I really don't know what to do! Really, someone please guide me!
God, please send your angel to guide me! I really am tired of all these!
This is the place for me to rant, I bet no one comes here anymore.
I don't care it might be better if no one comes.
So that this can be the place where I can vent my anger and
rant all I want! (((:
Thats all for today! I had enough!
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Feels like nothing else matters! @ 9:15:00 PM
What else matter if not for you?
What can be against us if you are for us?
I just wanna indulge in your everylasting love! (L)
Caught Salt with Laogong just now (((:
Not bad, I'm sure there's gonna be Salt 2!
Laogong got a new phone today and she's mad happeh! HAHAS!
My life's like BORING now! ))):
No money = no life! Need a job soon yeah~
Wanna get my iphone before my birthday! (((:
Gambatte !
Friday, August 6, 2010
@ 11:05:00 PM
Feel like shit now!
Really hate it when this feeling strike my heart!
Whatever, I'm not going to care since you're not
anyone important to me! (((:
Whatever you say's so not gonna affect me!
Like seriously I'm putting the W on my forehead!
Screw it!
This few days machiam no life!
Everyday after school straight go home only~
Jitao's cui! Nothing much to say.
Bye, hope next wk will be better !
Thursday, July 29, 2010
@ 6:52:00 PM
Feeling horrible recently!
Some people just have to learn it the hard way I think!
Some people just ain't gonna be grateful!
They have to live every single day as if someone owes them a million $!
Hahas, but what can I say? That's their frigging problem then!(((:
I won't be like what I was in the past! Flaring up and grumble or whatsoever!
This time I'm just gonna let them find out how CHILDISH they are (((:
I really thank God for giving me such understanding parents!
Though they cannot give me everything, but they give me their
LOVE wholeheartedly ! Muackies lah !
I was such a fool in the past for failing to see that how much they love
me in the past, I thank God that he make me open my eyes and see
how much they love and care for me!
I know how much I hurt-ed them in the past and I wont wanna go back
to what I was like anymore !
I like School now :x
Seems weird to know that saying I like school comes from me huh !
Hahahas, but its really how I feel now (((:
Hahahas, but its really how I feel now (((:
Sayo till then (((:
Sunday, July 25, 2010
No one can ever replace you ! @ 9:18:00 PM
没有人能取代你在我心中的地位！
Still remember the retarded faces you made just to cheer me up!
Your voice's still ringing in my mind!
I can clearly remember the day I know you!
And since that day you were me bestf!
My bestf whom always act cool but phail.
My bestf whom was a bad liar,
always trying to smile even though you felt bad inside!
The one whom was willing to take bus/mrt instead of riding your bike for me.
I'm missing you, do you know that? ))):
Take care at the other side bestf!
From this moment I shall just keep you right at the bottom of my heart!
R.I.P Ahliang!
God though I don't understand why did you took him away,
but I believe it's in your plan.
I just pray that he's alright in your arms now!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
@ 10:25:00 PM
Wondering where to go, what to do.
Losing you is like someone just turn off all the lights ):
Every night before I go to bed all I think about is you !
Almost every night I dream about you, once a friend told me
when you have a dream about someone it means that the person's
thinking or missing you! I don't know how true it is.
But in my heart I secretly pray that its true ):
And mood's not that good recently.
How I wish I can be alone all that time, except if you were with me!
I hate having to care bout what people think about me.
Hate having to be sensitive towards people's feelings!
Screw all these!
Description: I am who i am. I don't see a need for me to act like somebody else to be happy, and i love what you hate about yourself.